I scream and shake with envy

the nerves inspire jealousy

of all the girls taking up

not as much space as me

can’t believe you had

the nerve to call me

made things worse

but you plead “I’m sorry”

so many questions to ask

but the time’s not right

will it ever be?

I’m finally seeing you in a new light

no more tears to shed

I’m all dried up

I don’t write for you anymore

ignoring your cries that flood my desert